its genetics.

I am related to these people. Are you jealous?

p.s. nice hair mom...

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I've been helping my parents pack up the house. They have to be out by the end of the week. Its bumming me out. I love this house so much. One of the best places in the world. I plan on sitting outside tonight with a bottle of wine being totally emotional and pathetic. I might even cry a little. If you have seen the view from my front lawn... you would understand why. I am not ready to give up this place. But its not like I have a choice. I need to learn once again to just suck it up.

stormin norman.

Tuesday morning, only a number of hours before Grandpa died, Grandpa and Grandma we lying in bed talking. Grandma jokes that she will probably be the one to go first and Grandpa jokes back that he has already given her a few trial runs (he has already had a few heart attack scares that he lived through and now uses as witty stories to tell at dinner parties). Grandma replies with "yeah, but you never follow through."

I guess its one of those hilarious but completely tragic situations. I can picture that conversation perfectly. Their sarcastic banter that i know so well. It seems oddly fitting that that would be their conversation the morning of his death.

miss you Grandpa.

Grandpa died yesterday. I'm not ready to let go of something else. This is not a good month.

feelin scabby.

I recently got tattooed. Was not planning on getting something like this but my friend drew it up and did it and it looks awesome. If you live in Vancouver and want a tattoo I recommend going to Him. Justin at Tattoo Union on Broadway at Main (plug!). Anyways. Sweet.

heres a crappy photo from my phone of it. In case you had any interest in seeing a crappy photo of it.

sentimental idiot.

I have realized that I have trouble letting go of things I care about. There are a couple things I have needed to let go of recently and I don't know what my problem is its alot harder than I thought it would be. I think maybe its because I'm way too sentimental. Nostalgia will be the death of me. Its stupid really.

Worst.